god is really good...

yeah... it's true... kung tutuusin napakamalas ko ngaung araw na'to.. imagine, submission ng project sa daproj pero wala pa ako ni isang shot.. and late na akong pumasok kc planong kong mag-submit ng late na rin ng ilang araw... but our prof talked to me kung ok na ako... i told him i wasn't... shocks! so grabe kakahiya pero xa pa ang nanghiram ng digicam for me... sobrang jahe.. and this girl lent me her cam... sobrang thankful tlg ako kay camille kc dahil sa kanya nakapagshoot ako.. sabi ni sir zaf, shoot lng ako sa labas... sobrang supportive na prof ng walah.. all-out support tlg... tapos si camille din ang nagpahiram ng card reader, ng joystick at na-capture hah!? grabe mga taong ito... sobrang tulong eh... kaya khit nmn nakakapagod eh cge lng ako... akala ko pa nga nasira ko ung digicam ni camille kaya bumalik agad ako sa skul... good thing it's not... tas si sir.. sobrang inintay nya ung project ko... sabi ko nga late nlng akong magsa-submit... pero sabi nya ndi pwede... sobrang gabi na kaya xa tas los baños pa uwi nya... sobrang jahe na tlg... naiinis na nga ako sa sarili ko eh... tas tinulungan pa nya akong mag-edit... kinuwentuhan pa niya ako... hehehe masaya nmn... kulit nga niya eh... tas nung malapit na syang umalis, pina-burn na nya khit ndi pa tapos... submit ko na daw tas sa weds na ung mga bagay na gusto ko pang baguhin to satisfy myself... the one i submitted was for grades' sake... tas eto pa... xa pa ung nag-burn kc ndi ako marunong!!! damnit, ana... stupid me really... tas nagpatulong na ako kina christian at pachi hanggang sa dumating na si sir benz... grabe sobrang dami kong naperwisyong tao ngaun... simula kay camille hanggang sa prof nmen... sobra tlg... pero hinintay tlg ni sir ung project ko... alam mo un!?.. shocks! sobrang late na xang uuwi... hay....

thanks sir, sobra... at sa lahat ng naperwisyo ko, sorry ng marami... camille, sobrang thank you din.. dahil sau nagkaproj pa ako...

thank God!.. ndi ako nawawalan ng mga taong mahihingan ng tulong...

self deprivation??

i don't think so... i know wala pa akong tulog dahil 2 project lng nmn ang pinilit nming matapos ngaung araw na'to... well, student-life... kaya minsan badtrip... i'm kinda disappointed kc ndi nmin nahabol ung sa isa nming project... naiinis ako... kc nmn... wala lng... pare-parehas lng nmn kme ng ginagawa pero may unfair part pa rin... ayoko lng isipin nung una pero i have no choice nung ndi na kme nakapagsubmit... pag-aabutin ka nga nmn ng mga kamalasan sa mundo, lahat ng bagay na gusto mong gamitin eh ayaw makisama sa paghihirap at pagdadalamhati mo... badtrip kc eh... ang tagal mag-render tapos nung pinayagan kameng mag-submit khit ung playblast nlng, it didn't work out padin... why? nagsimula ng mag-hang ung pc tas nung tri-ny ko na ung playblast, wala na... eh dalawa pa nmn ung hawak ko... pareho lng nmn clang nag-hang... imagine, wala kmeng tulog tas ndi pa ako kumakain... cup noodles lang nung mga 1am pa... hay naku.... badtrip tlg... kaya khit ndi pa ako tapos don sa isa pang project ko, ipinasa ko nlng... ndi na ako makapag-isip ng matino eh... naiinis na kc ako.. ayoko nmng gumawa ng sobrang naiinis kc baka lalo lng walang mangyari... the song that's playing now from my neighbors pc is "hari ng sablay"... mukhang tugma para saken... reyna ng sablay... puro kasablayan ang nangyari lng nmn saken ngaun... and ndi lng ngaun... meron pa khapon... kamote exam ko sa physics... kamote rin ung report nmin sa markets... oh, db? ang saya... siguro dala na rin ng pagod... nywy, pingasa-submit parin nmn kame... on or before 22 daw... hay... rendering sucks! it takes lot of one's time just doing the rendering... nywy, you can rest nmn but the pc you were using is occupied by the process... or else, it'll leave you hanging...

hay naku... nakalipas na ang mga araw na mejo pahirap... sa bakasyon na talaga ang nakikita kong pahinga kong talaga.... oh well... someone called me kanina... dunno the caller and 'he's' not talking... i just heard the loud background... kinda noisy in 'his' place... and i've no idea who the hell that was... i don't wanna think... i'm tired already... so, gotta get home na... just signing out in a minute and poof!! vavoooouuussshhh!!!

shit!

shit! early morning here in comlab... gotta get home nmn na nywy... wow... ndi prin nawo-work ung flash ko... dami pang error... pero may effects na ako... hahahaha falling leaves nga lng... well, it's good than nothing... and last minute before we prepare to go home...

one upon a-night...

chaka ng title... walang dating... hmp!

wow... so happy nmn ng mga people around me... hahaha la lng.. flash na ulit mamaya... sana ndi matuloi ung exam.. sana sa saturday nlng... grabe na'to.... inaantok na nmn ako...

hehe pasensya na sa mga na-snob last night... la lng ako sa mood makipag-usap kaya pasensya nang tlg... whenever i'm not in the mood, that's what i usually do... just shut up... damn me!

die another day...

i think i'm dying now... hay... another day in front of pc... can't do anything co'z i'm tired already... all i wanna do now is to sleep but i still have more things to finish... markets pa later... damnit...

the other night's overnight was a creepy one... i dunno if it's real or 'm just hallucinating or what... but the feeling was different... it's not the usual one... i can't see... just feel or sense 'it' sometimes.. or just an instinct?? adik na ata ako!!!


walanya!!! may nagbabasa pala ng blog ko!!! akala ko nmn wala kya oks lng... hmp!!! bad you!! ;b

new life...

wow... it's been a long long time before i post on my blog again... la lng... just got a weird feelings... nywy, no longer a weird... let's just say a damn-shit-feeling... badtrip kc...

there's this shit guy... [haha sori].. he's actually ruining our lives... he doesn't know yet that he did... shit, just becoz of him, we have to feel uncomfortable with each other again... oh well, not all pala... xa lng! ewan... mejo anlabo nya kc.. ndi nmin mlaman kng ano gus2 nya... prang lam mo un... sala sa init, sala sa lamig.. we just let her be what she want... she wants silence, so be it.. she doesn't want to talk about it eh... so, what we did was to shut up.. that's what she wants so, granted... but the silence that we actually gave her made her feel helpless [again].. well, according to her... what the-! what do you really want? u told us u don't wanna talk about it and u're pissed off.... so what do you want us to do then? her text hurts me though it wasn't really for me.. or the one she texted was used to it? to her tamtrums?! dude, that's a damn thing that was ever happen... la lng... bakit kc kelngan png magsalita ng ganon db? sna kc iniisip din nya kung ano ung feeling nya at sitwasyon nya... baket kelngang isisi na nmn sa iba ganyong u have some faults din.. i mean, damnit.... i think i should shut up nlng..... badtrip un eh...