wishing...daw!?

WISHING

Landscapes in the wild

Upon a shore of a sea open wide

The great escape from yor wife

She's the best mistake of your life

Always starts when you cry

Never ends with a smile

All you've said was a big, big lie

On the wings of love we falter

A day with you a big disaster

Soon forever will be over

How i wish

Never has a sweet november

All i had was a dark october

For a while i wanted to die

But i said why oh why

happy...^_^

hehe tsaka ng title...ndi kc aq marunong mag-title eh...haha, engot 'no? nywy, share q lng nmn nangyari dis whole, abit-tiring, week...hehehe ndi nmn mxdo...haha...

holiday b nmn nung monday!?! tae un! bket? bket kelngan png i-declare na holiday nung monday pra sa almost half hour na SONA, db? wala lng...although ndi nmn aq ganon ka-concern sa SONA nya...na malamang-lamang, fabricated ang ibang statement...but, i'm not telling all...hehe...(well, sna lng walang magreact...ndi q feel makipg-away...it's just my OPINION! d hell i care sa mga opinions nyo kya wag nyo ring pakealaman ang opinion q!) kanya-kanyang opinion npo e2...hehehe....war freak?? nah...gan0n tlg...pero mejo OKS ndin kc ngkita-kita nmn kme nung clasm8 q nung HS...haha ayos nga sna eh...tgal lng ni rj kya an tgal nmin ni izza na nghi2ntay sa knya...hehe....punta lng nmn kmeng intramuros...pasyal-pasyal...muntik n nga snang ndi matuloy un eh...la lng...pero natuloy din...kulitan..asaran..haha kwen2han 'bout skul stuffs, batchm8s....hahaha...nice! msaya!...sa malas lng tlg, na tlgng ndi nwa2la sa buhay 4 whatever reason, i 4got 2 bring money!!!...yes, money!!!...haha buti nga nkauwi p aq e...hehehe nice!

as usual, hyper as ever nmn everynight...oo nga pla, last sunday, 072405, 1st tym qng uminom ng beer...hehe actually, san mig light lng...1ng bote lng 'no?!?.....hahaha at, ayos lng! ala nmng epek2 saken....hehehe....ndi aq nlasing eh...sabgay ndi nmn daw nak2lasing un kc light lng...kya lng, 4 d 1st tymer, me tma daw...pero depends pdin i think....la tma sken e...therefore, pde n aqng maging tomador!!!!! nyahahahaha....nice.....yehey!!! ^_^ ....ayos sa trip....hehehe...ganon lng tlg...

gus2 q ng palitan fone q!!!!! pa2litan q na xa...kelngan by october na dispatch q n 2ng fone q at bago na....hehehehehehe....te-trade-in q nga e...wow, kyanin q sna...la png atik eh...dmi png gas2ng....bad3p!

hay.... accdg 2 my friendster horoscope: A secret admirer might deliver something sweet. Is it chocolate? Or healthier?

haha...nice...actually napanaginipan q 2 last nyt lng....hahaha...something sweet??? hehehe bigyan daw ba aq ng SUMAN!...hehe o db, tae? pero ndi q admirer ung nsa dream q...la lng...at malabong mangyari....hehehe ^_^

BROKEN SONNET

BROKEN SONNET

And now I concede on the night

of this fifteenth song

Of melancholy, of melancholy

And now I will admit in this fourth line

That I love you, that i love you

I don't care what they say

I don't care what they do

Cause tonight I leave my fears behind

Cause tonight I'll be right at your side

The clock on the TV says 8:39 p.m.

It's the same, it's the same

And in this next line

I'll say it all over again

That I love you, that i love you

I don't care what they say

I don't care what they do

Cause tonight I leave my fears behind

Cause tonight I'll be right at your side

Lie down right next to me

Lie down right next to me

And I will never let go, will never let go

I leave my fears behind

Cause tonight I'll be right at your side

Lie down right next to me

Lie down right next to me

And i will never let go, never let go

But still I see the tears from your eyes

Maybe I'm just not the one for you

bent down...

BENT DOWN

My conscience is hurting my ear
But im happy as long as you are here
I hide if I can
I don't care where I stand
As long as you are bent down

You never said what does it mean
Im speaking the same words again
But I will if you have to fall
Im here if you want me at all
Just as long as you are bent down

She feels im laid out for everything here
She keeps me away from this song of mine

I don't know why this wont stop
Cause maybe it just wont stop
But it will if I hear you call
But maybe you don't care at all
But at least you the one bent down

She feels im laid out for everything here
She keeps me away from this song of mine

You could be here Or you can be here
As close as I can hold
Together as were told
We were the ones bent down

my sentiments...b0w!

hay naku...addict na aq!! sabih0n, lage nmn e..at least sabi nila!..la lng...ewan q ba?! ala kcng sumesery0s0 saken...well, kc ndi daw aq ung sery0s0ng ta0...n0nsy daw kausap! tsk! wawa nmn aq...lagi nlng daw kcng j0ke! kc nmn, pag mxd0 m0ng sinery0s0 ang buhay eh, ewan q na! mxd0 kcng sery0s0 ang mga ta0...well, gus2 q lng nmn kcng maging happy everyday kya un...ngiti lng ng ngiti...hahaha...pra nga aqng tanga kc minsan khit s0brang inis na, ngiti pa rin...hehehe...sira 'n0?! eh, bket, masama ba? pinagbawal ba ni Lord na ngumiti at tumawa khit an0 png nafe-feel m0?...ndi nmn db?...eh kc sila e...basta! ndi ny0 ak0 mapi2gilang ngumiti at 2mawa pg gus2 q...

hay naku...at ndi lng yan! lagi nlng aqng nata2nga!!! hmp!...per0 oks lng kc gumaganti aq...hehe tinatanga q din...at least quits na kame...well, ganyan lng tlg buhay...parang lyf...at kasama un sa pag-unlad!!!...haha...very much!! taeman!

hay naky ulit....la magawa...an0 ba yan! per0 may make-up class kame ngaun sa psych0l0gy...hehe fave subject kaya kelangang pasukan...himala it0 kc bihira lng aqng magkaro0n ng pab0rit0ng subject...sa malas ay psych pa...kc nmn, naka2tmad ung mga subject e...la lng...lagi kcng vacant or recess at lunch tym ang paborit0 qng oras...syempre, lakwatsa...hahaha...ganyan tlg ang mga ndi sery0s0ng tae!..este ta0...hehehe...sabi nga nung isang kulangutin at mutain qng frend, ndi daw appropriate saken ang salitang "stress"...hay naku...'lang kwenta...peste!..e baket kam0? mxd0 nmn nila aqng inapi...baket kam0 ulit? tae, este ta0 rin nmn aq ah!?!...napa2g0d din..at nai-stress out din...ndi nga lng halata...magaling aqng magtag0 eh...haha mga 1-2 lig0 lng 'yan, tanggal na! hahaha....abnormal eh, 'n0?...o astig?...juk lng...ganyan tlg mga cute...*p0ink!*..juk lng ulit kc pg may nakabasa ne2, mdming magre-react...theref0re, sira na ang reputasy0n q...ala n aqng dignidad! tsk! tsk! tsk!...buhay tlg oh!?!

bket kya na-c0mpare ang buhay sa lyf at lyf sa buhay???...well, inenglish lng nmn xa...hehe un lng! naicp q lng bgla...

cge...hanggang d2 nlng muna...la na aqng maicp na isulat kc ala na laman ang utak q...ndi q nga alam kung may utak aq e..kaya minsan naiisipan qng magpa-EEG o CTScan eh...pra mlmn lng nmn kung me utak aq...mahirap na, baka nsa talampkan q pla...per0 may pus0 aq hah!?! nung una nga akala q din wala...per0 nung nagpa-ECG ak0, aba!! at mer0n nga!! at irregular pa ang heart rate!!! hahaha...taeman! saya n0n...at least alam q na na may pus0 pla aq...ndi n aq manga2pa sa dilim at mag-iicp kung mer0n nga ba o wala....hay naku...gud luck 2 me nlng...hahahaha ^_^

blue sky...

BLUE SKY

When do stars fade their light?

Does the moon and the sun make it right

For you the world maybe

Like an endless storm chasing a mystery
Is there hate in your heart?

Does your body drop and tell you to stop

Loving you or loving me

When it all falls down you just sing with me

Coz there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow

Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering

A blue sky waiting tomorrow

Waiting tomorrow

Maybe it's all we need

Oh don't you wash away that smile

You just look out the window and see the light

It's beautiful to be alive

It's wonderful to live a life

The sun is sure to shine

For you and me for everyone

So don't be sad it's just the start

Of a new beginning in your life

Rain will keep on pouring

Some things you can't control

And while the sun seems far and hard to hold

It will unfold

There will always be a blue sky

A blue sky waiting tomorrow

hay naku...

w0w...tlgng aliw aqng mgblog ah!?! hehe...feel q lng...

bangag kc...

grabe na itetch!!! hehe...bangag aq kgbi pa...la lng..kausap q lng nmn ung mirr0r sa d0rm...la kc aq ksma, as in mg-isa lng aq sa d0rm...c shela kc umuwi ng LP e...kya un...akala q nga mab2liw na aq...kc nmn, ala tlg ak0ng mkausap...feeling q pa, mag-isa lng tlg aq d0n sa bu0ng premise na un...as in ung ibang residents e nglayasan at ak0 lmng ang dakilang naiwan...mej0 napa-paran0id na nga aq kc feeling q may mumu na d0n...grabe! may sitsit kc ng sitsit un pla ung pesteng nagla2kad lng d0n sa lbas...kakainis!

tas un nga...kausap q ung mirr0r...grabe! kamukha q ung kausap q sa mirr0r...tae tlg ts0ng!...tas miniscol-an q ung mga kakila2 at khit ndi q kakila2...at ilan ung ktx q...sa malas e tinulugan lng aq...ung isa, war freak sa tita...ung isa ngre2view...ung isa nkaunlimited kya limited lng ang tx nya saken...(lab0 b?)..ung isa ikinumpara aq d0n k imang ba un sa kampanerang kuba?...mukha ba aqng kuba? tae tlg...la kc aqng makausap e...wawa nmn aq...n0n q biglang naicp ang mkipgtxm8...hehe kya lng mukang ang cheap..tae yan! naiinis p nmn aq d0n sa mga naki2pgtxm8 kc sayang sa lod...tsaka ist0rb0 cla sa buhay q...kc tamad aqng mgtx...hehe un lng un...per0 ndi q din nmn tinul0y khit na tinulugan aq ng mga maga2ling qng katx...hay tae!

lam ny0n bng binalak q ding mag-in0m???...tae tlg! la b nmn mkausap...at ndi pa aq inaant0k khit na tinulugan n aq ng mga ktx q...ndi p nmn aq marun0ng umin0m...an0 lng, iced tea, water and juice...at milk na rin...hehe...alc0h0l? n0t even tried...susubukan q n sana kya lng nahiya aqng bumili sa tindahan...bka icpin e tumad0r aq...fuckshit! pan0 n reputasy0n q? wala na ak0ng dignidad!!! kya ang kawawang bata ay nak0ntent0 nlmng sa sterilized milk! hehe...danda 'n0? magla2kad-lakad sna aq d0n sa lbas...kya lng bka may lasing...e tak0t aq sa lasing e...ndi lng obvi0us pg may naki2ta aq...

e inant0k na rin aq...daming unan...sarap matul0g...tsaka natul0g.....ganda! kakaibng gabi ng lagim...

nah...rally na ituh...

w0w...my bl0g na aq...yehey!!!! la lng..hehe...try q lng nmn kung ma-eenj0y q...malay m0...tae!

fav0rite w0rd q yan kaya wag ny0ng mabah0-bah0 yan...nakaka2wa kcng salitain ng salitain! kaya un! nakasanayan q ng sabihin khit sa karamihan ng cr0wd pe0ple...hehe baboy 'n0? baket? wala nmng masama db? natural nmn un e..wala kb n0n? tae ka!

hay naku...ay0s ang rally ngaun a? ayun cla lhat sa labas...pinabababa c GMA...gan0 ba karami ang hagdanan sa malacañang at kelangan pa nyang bumaba? ah! wala yatang escalator at elevator. tsk! tsk! kawawang tita glo...lalo lng liliit...per0 madame nmn xang bodyguards e...kayang-kaya xang kargahin n0n at itap0n sa labas ng malacañang...kung ba nmn ung isang malaki ang galit kay tita glo e mag-apply na bodyguard e di naitap0n na nya c tita palabas ng malacañang!!! gan0n lng ka-simple!! tae tlg t0ng mga ta0ng it0..nagpapakahirap sumigaw d0n sa labas pde nmng mag-apply na bodyguard! tsk! laki ng kita nga mga candy factory nagun! malamang sasaket ang lalamunan ng mga mokong na 't0 at malamang candy ang pamatid-sakit! hehe..

per0 infairness, masayang maglar0 ngaun ng habulan al0ng ayala...hehe clear na clear e...walanju aba! kung may maka2lar0 lng ak0 ng habulan kanina pa aq nananakb0 d0n...at malamang ndi q magagawa it0ng bl0g na it0, 'n0? tae tlg!

tae! pan0 nga pala aq uuwi? alang jeep sa labas...sali nlng kaya aq d0n sa mga nagrarally na un? pde rin...la lng...experience...hehe tae tlg n0? walanju aba! pag sumali ak0 d0n, baka nmn mkita ak0 sa tv...pag nangyari un, an0 nlng ang sasabihin ng mga kakilala't kapitbahay namin? na kaladkarin ak0ng babae? tae! hehe juk lng p0...script k0 lng tlg yan! actually, bka magalit cla kc ndi k0 cla sinabihan na sasali pla ak0..hehehe nakasama sana cla...bka madisc0ver ang lola...hehe...lam m0 nmn, disaster pag nagkata0n...wala na ak0ng reputasy0n at dignidad! hihi juk lng! walastik! per0 lay0 ng nilakad q kanina papas0k ng skul..tae! late ak0 ng half hour tas half hour din lng ang napasukan q! kung ndi lng ak0 interested tlg sa psych malamang ndi k0 na papasukan un! hehehe halatang tamad e 'n0? well...

uyy..haba na ng nasusulat k0 ah?!?...oks lng..punta pa ak0 ng landmark mamaya...hehehe wind0w sh0pping? lagi nmn e...hirap ng alang pera! ndi makabili...buti pa ang pera may ta0, ang ta0 walang pera! tae! unfair un ah? maduga...

hay naku....tama na nga it0...nauut0t na ak0 e...hehehe juk lng...